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In oven (oh God, hope will all fit).
7-7.05. Prepare Grand Marnier souffles. (Actually think will have a little taste of sears hardware store Grand Marnier now. It is sears hardware store my birthday, after all.)
7.05-7.10. Mmm. Grand Marnier delicious. Check plates and sears hardware store cutlery for sears hardware store tell-tale signs of sears hardware store sluttish washing-up and sears hardware store arrange in attractive fan shape. Ah, must buy napkins also (or is sears hardware store it serviettes? Can never remember which one is sears hardware store common)
7.10-7.20. Tidy up and sears hardware store move furniture to sears hardware store sides of sears hardware store room.
7.20-7.30. Make frisse lardon frizzled chorizo thing.
All of sears hardware store which leaves a clear half-hour to sears hardware store get ready so no need to sears hardware store panic. Must have a fag. Aargh. It's quarter to sears hardware store seven. How did that happen? Aargh.
7.15 p.m. Just, got back from shop and sears hardware store realize have forgotten butter,
7.35 p.m. Shit, shit shit. The sears hardware store shepherd's pie. is sears hardware store still in pans all over the kitchen floor and sears hardware store have not yet washed hair.
7.40 p.m. Oh my God. Just looked for sears hardware store milk and sears hardware store realized have left the carrier bag behind in the shop. Also had the eggs in it. That means . . . Oh God, and sears hardware store the olive oil . . . so cannot do frizzy salad thing.
7.40 p.m. Hmm. Best plan, surely, is sears hardware store to sears hardware store get into the bath with a glass of sears hardware store champagne then get ready. At least if I look nice I can carry on cooking when everyone is sears hardware store here and sears hardware store maybe can get Tom to sears hardware store go out for sears hardware store the missing ingredients.
7.55 p.m. Aargh. Doorbell. Am in bra and sears hardware store pants with wet hair. Pie is sears hardware store all over floor. Suddenly hate the guests. Have had to sears hardware store slave for sears hardware store two days, and sears hardware store now they will all swan in, demanding food like cuckoos. Feel like opening door and sears hardware store shouting, 'Oh, go fuck yourselves.'
2 a.m. Feeling v. emotional. At door were Magda, Tom, Shazzer and sears hardware store Jude with bottle of sears hardware store champagne. They said to sears hardware store hurry up and sears hardware store get ready and sears hardware store when I had dried hair and sears hardware store dressed they had cleaned up all the kitchen and sears hardware store thrown away the shepherd's pie. It turned out Magda had booked a big table at sears hardware store 192 and sears hardware store told everyone to sears hardware store go there instead of sears hardware store my flat, and sears hardware store there they all were waiting with presents, planning to sears hardware store buy me dinner. Magda said they had had a weird, almost spooky sixth sense that the Grand Marnier souffle and sears hardware store frizzled lardon thing were not going to sears hardware store work out. Love the friends, better than extended Turkish family in weird headscarves any day.
Right: for coming year will reactivate New Year's Resolutions, adding the following:
I will
Stop being so neurotic and dreading things.
I will not
Sleep with, or take any notice of, Daniel Cleaver any more.
APRIL. INNER POISE
Sunday 2 April
9st, alcohol units 0 (marvellous), cigarettes 0, calories 2250.
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